Reconnecting with old friends…. friends from high school and college. I have been admiring a lot of my friends from SF whom I’ve noticed have been in their relationship for 4,5 and even 6 years! Im jealous of their cuteness but genuinely very happy for them because this was the kind of relationship that I’ve always wanted since back in high school. Being alone sucks, but I think its even worse to be with someone who you are not happy with just because you want someone there. When I randomly asked my big brother Anthony and Jane tonight if I gained weight since high school, they said I look the same. He said I look more mature which I am very happy to hear. Guess at the point in my life right now, I just want to do this “soul searching” business Ran used to do.